It comes to this...

Right now...I am regretting of all the idiotic things I've been doing and how childish am I of doing it.What I'm saying is that these weeks had somehow opened my eyes.

The love triangle I talked about few days ago...somehow seems like its overwhelming me.I'm not being myself...So right now,I thought of dropping it and try to forget about being a third party.I'm tired of all this shit and it seems and it has been worrying me these few days.So right now,I guess...I would not focus too much in this thing..I stopped smsing her regularly and even forcing myself to communicate with her..It seems I'm being too desperate and I'm revealing my weaknesses.Maybe we could just become friends or.....Well,I'm confused..

Well life goes on.....I shouldn't even be dreaming about women at this time as they would only bring me down like this song says..